flipsides87 ([info]flipsides87) wrote,
@ 2005-12-22 22:58:00
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Amigos Solamente





Sometimes you make me feel like such a prick
That even I'm convinced that I'm the one that's sick
You can fuss and bitch, you can cut your wrists
Or you can choke on that blood from the tongue you bit
And when you acted up, best believe I blessed you back
I got a fuckin' fan base that can attest to that
I'm returning this bleeding hearts club membership card
'Cause I want no motherfucking part of it
-Atmosphere “Say Hey There”


Firstly, with MPA taking cyber babysitting and parenting into their own hands, I don’t feel comfortable having my thoughts open in the public domain anymore. I acknowledge that, unless I take initiative to protect anything I post online, anyone is able to view what I write. Which is why I think “secret blogs” are a joke, and, unless you have something such as LiveJournal’s “friends only” filter, you are idiotic to think your thoughts are automatically protected from anyone outside of your circle of friends. That being said, my LiveJournal is going to be friends only.

Also, I didn’t feel like I really belonged at MPA for 2 and a half years. Around this time during junior year I felt like I was really a part of “the greater MPA community.” (Whatever the hell that means)

Since coming to MPA, I’ve noticed closeness among the senior class. (Well, excluding the obligatory weirdos, but they suck anyway, so that’s ok) Our senior class is very divided, and I’m fine with that. (Except those of you who act “elitist” in terms of who’s cool or in. That’s retarded, and so are you. Ahem.) I’m tired of seeing, hearing or reading of people condemning others of talking behind people’s backs, writing in secret blogs or telling secrets (a few examples) when, in fact, the accusers do the same damn thing.

I’m also tired of people being fake. I’d rather you tell me that you think I’m the worst person in the world than be fake-nice in my presence.

When I first started this LiveJournal, I wanted to make all the entries public because, after all, I have nothing to hide. In light of recent events, I’ve realized the downright hypocrisy and two-facedness of my senior class. I know I have lurkers that read my LJ and I know all about your blogs (secret, or not) and I read them too. I want to avoid any future drama. I now know who my real friends are and they know who they are as well.

Lastly, when people who do not know me read my LJ, they may misinterpret something I say. I have a weird sense of humor. In fact, I’m rarely serious 100 percent of the time. I’ll say something like “I’m having a terrible time with x, why don’t I end it now?” which I don’t mean at all. It’s just…an expression. Along the same lines is “My stomach hurts. Maybe that means I’m pregnant” or “I have a weird bump on my knee, maybe I have cancer,” all these are exaggerations that I use a lot. I’m really sarcastic, I guess.

That being said, if you’re not on my friends list and feel you should be, leave me a comment.

That is all. Kthx bye.



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